Pose de mocinha, como sou!! 🤷🏼♀️💁🏼♀️
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Who’s ready for fall clothes?! Or maybe at least fall colors in clothes?? 😉 I have to admit I enjoy dressing for fall so I’m definitely looking forward to that but can we at least keep the days long?! 😲 just posted a target try on in my stories and these jeans are just $15!!! 🎯👍🏻👉🏻 #firstname.lastname@example.org#LTKunder50#targetdoesitagain#LTKsalealert Shop your screenshot of this pic with the LIKEtoKNOW.it app
I am a miscarriage momma.
I never thought I would write those words. I never thought I’d share them publicly. And more than anything, I never thought having a miscarriage would happen to me.
But it did.
When the doctor said, “you’ve had a miscarriage...” I went into shock. I didn’t cry & I don’t remember a single word the doctor said after those 4 words. Then, all of sudden I lost it in the middle of a hospital room... Full on can’t breath.. crouched on the floor... tears just everywhere.
At first, I couldn’t help but blame myself. What did I do wrong? What could I have done better? Was I too stressed with work & life? What did I do wrong?!
Shortly after the blame, came anger.... Anger with God. So much that for 60 seconds I questioned my faith in God.
Even though I’m still angry, still sad, and still asking God “Why” ... I’ve chosen to trust him. To trust Jesus. I will never understand why, why our baby, why me, why us. But I do know, God’s plans are bigger than mine and I have to trust he’ll get me through this.
People tell me, “God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers” ... and what I have to say to that, is I’m tired God... I’m tired of being strong. But I know I have to be, and I’m going to keep fighting the good fight.
Right now, God’s telling me to fight... to be strong and share this with you all. Trust me, I fought him on this, I DID NOT want to share this with you all. AT ALL. But God has been putting it on my heart to share & I’m trying to listen to more of what he’s asking me to do. As to why he wanted me to share this, I have no idea. It’s not easy & by far the hardest post I’ve written.
Maybe it’s for the women who are grieving in silence like I have over their lost baby, but don’t need to grieve alone. Maybe it’s for the women who feel ashamed and is blaming herself, but shouldn’t. Maybe it’s for the women who just needs another woman to talk to about their miscarriage. I will never know, but I will continue to fight the good fight.
With so much love,
| one month countdown • my baby’s almost 6...🙀 so many feelings + emotions going through my mind right now. Some you would never even guess. #happy#sad#worried#excited#nervous#blessed • You may ask yourself “but, why tho?” about some, and well, here’s a bit more of me - I’ve loved #AdinaMya since the knowledge of her existence & every moment since. She is my light to any darkness that may have or still be a part of me. I had plans for more & have had to adjust those plans a number of times now. Having #emunah or #faith in G-ds plans rather than mine has been a struggle. But rather than fret and think about all the things I THINK I’ve lost (and trust me, I still do) I have tried to focus on the now with all the things I DO have. I cherish every moment with Adina and seriously can not handle the fact that she’s so big. Time truly does fly by. • off to try and plan a birthday celebration, talk soon babeZ! xx | #life#family#truth#love
//📸: The woman, the myth, the legend @sy.moneeee //
Look an obligatory beach photoshoot like everyone else on Insta!!!! But to me, it is much more than that. I had been bullied specifically for my body since 3rd grade in summer camp. Ever since then I would pull my shirts down practically to my knees in hopes of hiding everything. And then endured my most intense bullying in grades 7 &8. Needless to say, I had quite the complex. But yet here I am, despite it all and I can wholeheartedly say I love body and myself in general. Of course it took a lot of work and some days can still be a struggle, but I have grown leaps and bounds. So to all of those who put me down, firstly I cordially invite you to go fuck yourselves (🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️), but also I am in a way thankful because I have taken these ruins you caused and have built them into a monument. I hope that any of you who have experienced the same thing develop into somebody you are proud of. May you no longer war with yourself and find peace like I finally have. Didn’t expect all this mush huh? jk you probably did bc I’m a cornball oops
Eu e você
Um ano de amor e carinho, muitas palhaçadas e felicidade.
Um aturando o outro.
Minha melhor risada e olhos de raiva, Se Pá me faz feliz.
Enfrentando diariamente a maior prova de amor.
A distância que mata, 4horas + um trânsito horrível desse Brasil.
Eu te amo tanto que cada momento que passamos juntos , vale pela vida toda.
Amo principalmente o fato de estar cozinhando para mim nesse momento kkkkkkkkk.
Feliz 1 ano de muitos ❤